New apartment N drama to follow

I moved out of my boyfriends families house and got my own apartment at my job Nani. Its hard to explain other than saying my job also has staff quarters. Anyways my apartment is great i havent taken any pictures of it but I love being alone basically and I live next door to my (for a short while) ex-roommate/best friend(1/3 best friends) when I get bored i harass him cause hes there and he does the same for me...mostly me. Before I even got my apt key I had lots of drama start in this apartment. OKAY lets go back to Valentines day!!! Feb 14 2012 It started off where Rhy asked me to come down stairs to wait for me. He said Hurry up Im almost there, it was drizzling lightly so i complained in an almost cutsie way that i was going to get wet! He told me to just hurry up so as Im walking down the stairs he yells for me and i called him a liar said he was here already he yells holding up purple roses and unbloomed lily's "Will you be my Valentines?" CUTEST THING a friend has ever done for me! Hes Bi-sexual but basically only dates femme lesbians lol. And so we went to get pizza, booze(wine) and musubis for some reason lol. When we got home we ate and watched Bird Cage with Robin Willams lol not the fastest paced gay movie but i still love it...ive just seen it too many times that I wasnt focused lol. After that I get a call from my friend Kristy to come downstairs soo i do and she asks me to go to karaoke with Kristy, Dennis( Kristys bf) , Cindy , Jimmy (Cindys sorta man but hes married sooo hes not her man...u no what i mean? anyways) I say I cant cause Rhy is my Valentines and Im spending it with him so they say to ask him to come and I say he has to work tomorrow but ill ask. So i did ask, I call and tell them he says NOPE lol and I hang up with them.
 Next thing u no I get a knock on Rhys door(we were still living together) and its Dennis(kristys bf) and hes asking Rhy to come out with up well basically telling him come on! lol Rhy says no a bunch and then says well but She(me) can go with you guys. So without a fight he just says okay hurry up u have 15 minutes! Not even asking me lol and who could say no to him anyways no only is he sweet and chill hes cute as hell!
So I say to Kristy "I cant believe u sent dennis up there to convince Rhy to come!" She says she never sent him up there. So anyways all night shes making jokes about Me and Dennis being together all night long until Dennis tell her to stop already! I dont think he cared but he could see it on my face that it was annoying me cause its weird...!!! Ne ways so we get the Karaoke place n its closed so we head home and drink Heinikens at my place cause we knew it was unlocked but tech i wasnt even paying for it until a week later ne ways so we are all head up and right before we come in she says to gonna have dennis moter boat me! HOW AWKWARD! So Anyways we

Thats some real hate fool

Go pretend to someone who doesnt know you! look at my face, i see right thru that mask you think you have on nice an tight! you know this is about you and the hardest person to admit that to is yourself! Go on justify your actions and words!......dont bother to utter sorry!... who needs your sorry?..........I needed your sorry once upon a time and now hate has set in ...the roots grow deeper and deeper.

Fuckin drama! Whaa Whaa Whaa!

Sick of this bullshit unnessesary drama I wish the people around me would grow the fuck up! fucking boring! Over it I wanna drink SICK! SICK TO MY STOMACH! My roommate is the worst lately all he does is joke insult me alllll the time n give me attitude for nothing I wash and fold all the laundry last night while he talks on the phone with his mom n then when he gets off he still doesnt help then gives me attitude until now and that was last night at 730 pm its 630 pm thur! Its been 24 houirs of attitude and im on my rags I just dont know how much of it I can take! Yea I love him and dont love him any less but it was better when we didnt live together cause now im just so annoyed. He doesnt care about my feelings at all he just keeps insulting me and comeon since i got fat I have NO self esteem anyone can tell that just by talking with me and yet he keeps throwing these jabs and thinking im supposed to find it funny? How is that funny at all and then when i say he does that hes like what did i say and of course if i didnt ignore the shit i would blow up so i cant remember but what? now im imagining it? Seriously

An Intoxicated Visitor

Me and Rhiley (My roomate as of january 11 2012? about) were talking and about to eat dinnercwhen we got a call from our "sister" friend jackie she was a little bit drunk lol so she said shes sleeping over and she came right over a cup of memosa still in her hand practically crying. Its hard sometimes to know what to say to your friends to help them pick up the pieces....sometimes the pieces have been there so long like a piece of plastic exposed to the sun and its melted into the spot it fell. I wish I could help her see that she deseves better than she allows herself to have...she keeps her pride on her sleeve but her heart is still up her sleeve. I told her whether or not you show them you care if your still getting hurt because they think your using them then do you really win? Did you really avoid the heartache or did you bring it upon yourself? You cant force yourself to love to show love or to be loved its either there or its not. Those guys werent the one but will she meet the one if she continues to not be open minded? She was so drunk she demanded yeah demanded a hot pocket and then when i went to help her she dragged me to the ground with her lol then she asked "why are you on the ground?" LOL really? You put me here crazy! we talked we laughed so hard jackie was snorting we hard a good time I always do when their around.
 Oh anyways after that the drunk one and Rhiley fell asleep and I was sitting on the toilet and I got a phone call...from Kristy asking me to hang and drink I told her Rhiley and Jackie were asleep and she calls me back saying her boyfriend is gonna go over to Froilin's house because he just wanted to drink somewhere new so nevermind no need...what the fuck? What kinda lame ass shit is that? Whatever imma try not to trip bout it but what kinda asshole invites someone to chill then cancels for that type of reason? OVER IT! moving on ill catcha later