New apartment N drama to follow

I moved out of my boyfriends families house and got my own apartment at my job Nani. Its hard to explain other than saying my job also has staff quarters. Anyways my apartment is great i havent taken any pictures of it but I love being alone basically and I live next door to my (for a short while) ex-roommate/best friend(1/3 best friends) when I get bored i harass him cause hes there and he does the same for me...mostly me. Before I even got my apt key I had lots of drama start in this apartment. OKAY lets go back to Valentines day!!! Feb 14 2012 It started off where Rhy asked me to come down stairs to wait for me. He said Hurry up Im almost there, it was drizzling lightly so i complained in an almost cutsie way that i was going to get wet! He told me to just hurry up so as Im walking down the stairs he yells for me and i called him a liar said he was here already he yells holding up purple roses and unbloomed lily's "Will you be my Valentines?" CUTEST THING a friend has ever done for me! Hes Bi-sexual but basically only dates femme lesbians lol. And so we went to get pizza, booze(wine) and musubis for some reason lol. When we got home we ate and watched Bird Cage with Robin Willams lol not the fastest paced gay movie but i still love it...ive just seen it too many times that I wasnt focused lol. After that I get a call from my friend Kristy to come downstairs soo i do and she asks me to go to karaoke with Kristy, Dennis( Kristys bf) , Cindy , Jimmy (Cindys sorta man but hes married sooo hes not her man...u no what i mean? anyways) I say I cant cause Rhy is my Valentines and Im spending it with him so they say to ask him to come and I say he has to work tomorrow but ill ask. So i did ask, I call and tell them he says NOPE lol and I hang up with them.
 Next thing u no I get a knock on Rhys door(we were still living together) and its Dennis(kristys bf) and hes asking Rhy to come out with up well basically telling him come on! lol Rhy says no a bunch and then says well but She(me) can go with you guys. So without a fight he just says okay hurry up u have 15 minutes! Not even asking me lol and who could say no to him anyways no only is he sweet and chill hes cute as hell!
So I say to Kristy "I cant believe u sent dennis up there to convince Rhy to come!" She says she never sent him up there. So anyways all night shes making jokes about Me and Dennis being together all night long until Dennis tell her to stop already! I dont think he cared but he could see it on my face that it was annoying me cause its weird...!!! Ne ways so we get the Karaoke place n its closed so we head home and drink Heinikens at my place cause we knew it was unlocked but tech i wasnt even paying for it until a week later ne ways so we are all head up and right before we come in she says to gonna have dennis moter boat me! HOW AWKWARD! So Anyways we

Thats some real hate fool

Go pretend to someone who doesnt know you! look at my face, i see right thru that mask you think you have on nice an tight! you know this is about you and the hardest person to admit that to is yourself! Go on justify your actions and words!......dont bother to utter sorry!... who needs your sorry?..........I needed your sorry once upon a time and now hate has set in ...the roots grow deeper and deeper.

Fuckin drama! Whaa Whaa Whaa!

Sick of this bullshit unnessesary drama I wish the people around me would grow the fuck up! fucking boring! Over it I wanna drink SICK! SICK TO MY STOMACH! My roommate is the worst lately all he does is joke insult me alllll the time n give me attitude for nothing I wash and fold all the laundry last night while he talks on the phone with his mom n then when he gets off he still doesnt help then gives me attitude until now and that was last night at 730 pm its 630 pm thur! Its been 24 houirs of attitude and im on my rags I just dont know how much of it I can take! Yea I love him and dont love him any less but it was better when we didnt live together cause now im just so annoyed. He doesnt care about my feelings at all he just keeps insulting me and comeon since i got fat I have NO self esteem anyone can tell that just by talking with me and yet he keeps throwing these jabs and thinking im supposed to find it funny? How is that funny at all and then when i say he does that hes like what did i say and of course if i didnt ignore the shit i would blow up so i cant remember but what? now im imagining it? Seriously

An Intoxicated Visitor

Me and Rhiley (My roomate as of january 11 2012? about) were talking and about to eat dinnercwhen we got a call from our "sister" friend jackie she was a little bit drunk lol so she said shes sleeping over and she came right over a cup of memosa still in her hand practically crying. Its hard sometimes to know what to say to your friends to help them pick up the pieces....sometimes the pieces have been there so long like a piece of plastic exposed to the sun and its melted into the spot it fell. I wish I could help her see that she deseves better than she allows herself to have...she keeps her pride on her sleeve but her heart is still up her sleeve. I told her whether or not you show them you care if your still getting hurt because they think your using them then do you really win? Did you really avoid the heartache or did you bring it upon yourself? You cant force yourself to love to show love or to be loved its either there or its not. Those guys werent the one but will she meet the one if she continues to not be open minded? She was so drunk she demanded yeah demanded a hot pocket and then when i went to help her she dragged me to the ground with her lol then she asked "why are you on the ground?" LOL really? You put me here crazy! we talked we laughed so hard jackie was snorting we hard a good time I always do when their around.
 Oh anyways after that the drunk one and Rhiley fell asleep and I was sitting on the toilet and I got a phone call...from Kristy asking me to hang and drink I told her Rhiley and Jackie were asleep and she calls me back saying her boyfriend is gonna go over to Froilin's house because he just wanted to drink somewhere new so nevermind no need...what the fuck? What kinda lame ass shit is that? Whatever imma try not to trip bout it but what kinda asshole invites someone to chill then cancels for that type of reason? OVER IT! moving on ill catcha later

Hawaiian Tsunami March 11, 2011

Japan had severe impact from 12 ft Tsunami on the northern coast and Several Earth quakes, the high at 8.9 So we were supposed to have a tsunami that traveled the pacific from Japan(god bless Japan!) But we got nothing once again just like the Haiti disaster! And boy am I grateful But I spent till 6 am waiting for the something to happen because I live right on the water! Then we had to go home and unpack all the stuff we packed up! craziness but all in all im grateful nothing happened and the next time we get a warning it will be quicker to pack up because I know what I need

Sex cam Is it crazy?

Im thinking of buying myself a Video camera and going to town for $3.50 a minute! I mean what the hells wrong with that? I need money some people need to cum. LOL I mean if their willing to pay and I love sex but dont wanna catch a disease that makes the kitty burn or catch bugs that make me itchy then isnt this a good compromise? Or am I just being crazy

My day off

Atleast i did something today! I came twice! ^_^ relaxing day

Whos that girl?

I dont go out much anymore but let me tell you what it was like when I did. Guys girls grandmas uncles would stare at me. I could tell what most of them are thinking because people are easy to read. Then men would stare, look me up and down like they wanted to drink in every square inch of me and commit it to memory. Like they couldnt believe how sweet and nice I was and boy what a rack ;) . And women would look at me like they couldnt believe I was wearing that low of a cut top but the women who gave me those looks usually had no curves, no tits. I mostly wore what I wore because that was my style my taste of clothes, my personality. Alot of people think that most women wear what they wear for attention but in truth I wore what I wore because when I looked in the mirror I like what I saw, I thought I looked pretty, sexy and beautiful all rolled into 1. Whats wrong with liking the way you look?
My mother was always the woman that when she entered the room everyone in her vicinity who be drawn to her presence as if a force was turning their chair completely around. Well I was kinda like that but not really as much of a presence as her.

Hopeless Romantic

To be told I am a hopeless romantic left me feeling red in the cheeks. I have been told by friends and family but to hear it from the man I love, who loves me is different. Who else would know more that its true than the man I give my affections to? I have watched thousands of movies but my absolute favorite, for which I hunger for is romantic comedy's. To be a romantic soul everyday feels like inside me theres a beautiful pink silhouette of a poet dancing inside me. Shes in a field of flowers; no flower in particular just every kind you have ever seen or not seen, surrounded by thousands of
butterflies dancing beside her and though she is alone she is full of hopeful romantic thoughts that one day someone will be dancing beside her. Every time I watch a romantic movie she illuminates as if her heat has been lit up by a passing shooting star.

Feathers, Seeds and Excrement

Have you ever seen Home alone 2? When Kevin first meets the Pigeon Lady there are pigeons everywhere on the trees, on the benches and even on her hat? Well my backyard reminded me of that. My boyfriends mother 'feeds the birds' everyday...A chicken and 2 ducks moved in(ducks for just a couple of days and the chicken for 3 months already) "Feed them and they will come and come and never leave"
  Anyways Just now when I was heading to the kitchen I caught a glimpse of the yard I saw something that is just not right, at least 40 birds and a chicken....This is a house not a park, She wants to feed the birds she should go to a park! Do you have any idea what birds carry? ERM bird flu, fleas, ticks, and mites...... parasites! Para..ugh Gosh its like them claim to be so clean but hello! Wild birds ALL over the yard and as glamorous as the animal planet makes bird shit...well it doesnt feel so glamorous under your shoe.

Skipping to the beat in these tired, worn out Feet...

 We start at 16 years old running around trying to make paper, trying to just turn out right. We want it so bad! To have that dream house, the dog and family. Just to be somebody that no one looks past. When I bathe I look down at my tired  21 year old feet, man they look so sick of my every day hustle. This generation isnt like the last but the economy and the world are changing with every breath how could you expect any less? The older generations dont understand
the swearing, the anger, the destructive way of life we live but in this day and age people have made it so hard to breath, to trust, to surrender.  Its kill or be killed, Push or be pushed out. Me personally wish it would all stop and the world would be like ugly betty where the good people make it to the top where they belong. But my honest perception of things is the the corrupt and cut throat bitches of this world make it and the sweet & naive get stepped all over. I have seen it first hand in fact its happen to me here and
there. Am I going to just lie down and take it without a fight? "Hell No!" I get back up and work even harder and show those cut throat heart less people that im strong and breaking me isnt that easy! Thats why my feet look so tired and worn, Wish I could afford a pedicure to treat them. Ah no sense in wishing for things just gotta be grateful for everything that IS mine

Selling Avon

I love love love avon products so I started Selling them Saturday March 5, 2011 and Now I am going to get up tomorrow and go door to door in my neighborhood and give peanut butter cookies and catalogs to all my neighbors!
I have this feeling Im going to end up spending more than I make but Only time will tell! Soon Ill have a website for avon and Ill post it for you guys to take a look! awesome right? I know I can smell your enthusiasm from here.

WWW.YOURAVON.COM/MRICHIE

If you are NOT in Kaneohe, Hawaii you MUST select DIRECT DELIVERY when paying for order!

Thanks guys ^_^

$12 Nice colors

This actually works and its cheap In comparison to similar products!

Black cherry and nutmeg scent is my Favorite! U can mix and match scents

  

I have been RAVING about this eyeliner to EVERYONE its not just me that loves it read the reviews

When I signed up I actually found out some neat stuff about Avon! Avon was founded to Empower women helping them to become financially independent and also to help the mothers of America who didnt have time to go out and wanted makeup to feel pretty or to just treat themselves! I think thats great I really am glad I signed up not to mention the products ROCK!

Death, Arguing and a Buddhist

It all started feburary 16 2011, the day before My boyfriends and My anniversary. We woke up to his mother screaming for him. Normally I wouldnt get up because she is calling him but there was panic and desperation in her voice which made me freak out and jump outta bed. I threw on some clothes and ran into the kitchen to find his sister on the kitchen floor. Later that night she passed away from a stroke, blood had filled up her head they couldnt save her from there. From the moment he came home from the hospital he started lashing out at me and fighting with me about little things. Which I understand because the month before she passed away I had grown to hate her and say terrible things about her because of all the irritating things she does I just got sick and tired of her and ME having to be the bigger person when she was 45 and I am 21 and I shouldnt have to be the more mature one. So I said somethings that I wish I could take back, unfortunately I can never take it back......I never said them to her I said them to him but I still feel terrible about everything I said and the way I ignored her for a week....3 years of her driving me nuts and I finally snapped and she passes away.....Its a lesson really. No matter how upset and frustrated you are you never know what can happen.
  Well What I said has hurt our relationship and I dont blame him at all! I feel like an asshole and wish There was some undo button to press...
  Febuary 27, 2011 was her funeral to which and I was sick and wasnt invited anyways, so when my boyfriend comes home he tells me about the Buddhist Funeral and how the "Priest" who never knew his sister or anything about his family told him that his sister was with 2 men and a dog. (his 2 grandfathers and her dog that died last year) Those were the only family members that she knew and got along with. And that she wanted him to know she is happy not to worry and he said not to touch her things for 49 days because she is very protective of her things. Which he had no way of knowing and its true she always was.....

Themed Parties

I love themed parties full of Boas, tea cups, bowler hats and loud music. But apparently no one else is all that into those sorta things! I mean hell yea its corny or whatever but why does it only have to be in movies? Throw in some money and lets have an unforgettable party u cheap bitches. Whats the point in having so many gay friends if their not into that sort of thing? Not like u queens are the sweetest bitches alive, well ive met a few ;)
In my group when we have parties I pay for everything cook everything all the supplies are ME its like GOD I WISH I HAD NEW FRIENDS.

 
 

 



 
 
 

Story About CNA Class

Okay so If you know me clearly I'm not the most graceful person.

  I started out the day by taking a test then getting the results and going over what I got wrong. I got a 73% which was the lowest score in the class...(there is only 7 other people but still) NEWAYS so I get out of class and start heading to the bus stop. All of a sudden I have to pee 'should I go back? What if i miss the bus? Thats a whole 45 minutes of waiting....What if I already missed it and its 60 minutes I have to hold it until I get home?' So I decided to head back and went to the bathroom. As Im leaving the building I see the bus pulling away from the bus stop and making a Loop around the school Sign shown in the right picture

 So I ran down the lawn (not shown cause its left of left picture, right picture is taken from the bus stop) and luckly the bus driver saw me and stopped just in time so I ran on the bus and sat down. There was this weird guy starring at me the whole time I was on the bus from the minute he got on and he got up and was headed towards me so i put my stuff on the seat and he sat near by. The whole bus ride i was trying to avoid looking at him so he didn't think I was interested and try and give me his phone number. When it came time to pull the cord and get off I was still avoiding him so I wasn't paying attention when I stepped down from the back of the bus(its like 2 or 3 steps) and I completely missed the steps landed on my face and in 5 seconds I had jumped to my feet and ran off the bus limping all the way home.(My leg hurt for 3 weeks after)

 Two weeks later I'm waiting for the bus and my pants are loose(cna's have pants with draw strings...) and I dont want to adjust it in from of all those people so I decide to hold them up as inconspicuously as I can. Finally I get off at my stop relieved Im finally Home I go to get my phone out of my purse so I can call my sister and since I had let go of my pants the dropped right to my ankles, on the side of the road the Bus still there, still full of people......

 GOOD TIMES *exhales*