Home for now

Im here in Ohio I landed the 3rd at 10:11 pm here in Ohio. Its crazy cause I still dont feel like im here....like this is just temporary but i know its not! I know I have to try and make it here because im tired of being a nobody in hawaii....its too expensive to make it on your own and I just want to be happy for once. I wish my boyfriend could understand that but hes not making this easy on me